colin, keane, khairul and anand

nice..

SNAKE!!!!

playing a game at tanglin field is super scary la even though there is sunlight. its like playing smack in the middle of the forest. n u nv the things that are watching you. even before the game started, we already had "spectators" watching us. one in particular is mr SNAKE!!!! while brian was peeing in the drain, he heard this piss-ing sound coming across the bushes and to his great shock it was a snake opposite him. thank god there was a drain to divide the both of them. and so brian was shouted to us that there was a snake there. the whole team actually went to where he was and looked at it. we actually stared for about 2 minutes to see the snake moving (cos we can only see part of it). this only means that the snake is super freaking long!! anyway, brian is so lucky la.. even animals is in his fan club.

just wen u think u only had mr SNAKE watching u.. a swarm of hornets paid us a visit. it was most unfortunate that it stung 2 ladies. gee. this is like a super scary shit la. goodness.

had a very tiring day 2dae n i think it shd get my well deserved rest now. =)

giving away of chocs

i decided to share my favourite Wonka bars with my frens. yes. geraldine and boon yan- i hope i have settled my debt with you two. And as for u, i hope it will cheer you up and make u feel better. jus remember that promise eh? LoL! don't think too much okay?
for wenmin, i finally gave u wat i owed you. i know its very late but at least i gave u rite?
today also settled part of my debt to the class fund.

2dae's game was ok lar. didnt like my performance at all but shall not let it affect my game tmr.

now, im jus shocked! shocked at the facts that i have just received. i once told someone of wat i foresee that was gg 2 happen and that person told me i was jus thinking too much and that such things will nv happen. but unfortunately, its happening now. something must be done but im in no position.

this is interesting. apparently, alot of people visit my blog. to u pple out there, HELLO! =)
enjoy!

wonka bars

I LOVE THE RAIN!
I LOVE WONKA Whipple Scrumptious Caramel Delight!
I finally get to eat my Wonka Bars after nice huilin and qian li bought for me frm Candy Empire. Thanks!
I must go to Candy Empire after the fasting month.

Lets see how interesting this week has been for me so far...

Mon- Had OP dry run 1. Everybody was super rushing la. unfortunately, my grp rushed most things in the morning. Doing the last part of the project, i didnt had enough time to prepare my slides and wat 2 say. so in the end, did an impromptu. thank god it went well. after tat had trg. i dont know whether it's me or mabye the sun set too early that i noticed trgs have been ending very late recently. during trg had track work. did sprints which i almost died because i was fasting. then still had to do switches.

Tue- Broke fast with a few house com-ers. we ate at anatolia. must say had lots of fun. haha i dont know why but everytime when i eat there with my frens we always ended up talking bout ghost. wah lau. scary la. the last time went there with hose hse comm also talk bout ghost. haha. watched the staff testimonial game for mr ong. nice.

Wed- Team SAJC has a tea session to celebrate their achievements. ruggers performed a special item for our beloved mr ong who will be leaving us this year. though he can be very strict he always get the work done and i think that he will b someone greatly missed by the sch esp the rugby team. then had rugby trg. supposed to be a 45 min trg session but eneded up trg frm 5.00pm to 7.30pm. yeah. OH YES! finally met up with my dearest OG35 mates. it was really fun talking so much cock again. miss u peeps. we MUST meet again one day.

TODAY- Came school for NOTHING. the only reason why i came 2dae was bcos firstly i promised my CT that i will come sch 2dae and secondly i got things to settle. then went for club trg. I MUST SAY that trg at nite where u can drink water is like WOAH. thirsty can jus go water container n drink. haha. soon soon fasting month will b over. then dad n me went to Macs n eat. super fun.

so far on the whole, this week has been the most unproductive week other than rugby trgs. stoning has almost become part of my life now.

ok too tired to continue.

out- centre debut

2dae was the first time ever in my entire life i played out- centre during an official rugby game. haha. my debut for out- centre. it so intresting!! so far in my rugby life, i hav only been trained in one position that is scrum- half and not any position. thus, wen they asked me to play out-centre 2dae i was actually shocked la. before that, my coach called me to stand- by 2 play as a winger.. another shock. was mentally prepapring myself just in case.. n suddenly before the game.. kena play out- centre. it was super fun experience though.

i played against basically all my ex-sas coaches.. haha. so intresting. even they were surprised wen i played out- centre. i kept telling manny to cover defence me jus incase i missed my tackle. it was again to my great shock that the out- centre is 2 to 3 times bigger than me. not only i was not mentally prepared, but oso kena some huge muscular guy. god bless me. the game was rather hostile one. both teams wanted to just whack the shit out of each other. quite a few times during the games kicks and punches were exchanged. unfortunatey, there SCC lost to SRC.

the most important lesson i learnt 2dae was... mistakes do happen in a game, but it is wat u do to that mistakes matter. take for example, during a rugby game, wen u r supposed to catch a ball but didnt n it knocked backwards, play still continues. are you gg 2 jus stand there n stare at the ball and let others take it or or run back to take the ball n cover the mess that u hav made. tat was preciously wat happened to me. good thing was i covered up my mess. lucky. wen i reflect on this, i think it can oso b applied to our daily life. yeah.. its not wrong making a mistake, but its wrong wen u dont learn n do anything about ur mistake so as you wont repeat it again.


after the game, while being a reserve for the priemer game, a group of us were talking about army life! haha. of all topics. mabye it was bcos safsa was playing scc in the 2nd game. learnt alot of things. n after As i will be there. the two jonathans was damn joke for sure.

ok la.. im too tired now. shall continue nxt time.

im finally feeling so happy. yeah!

i love colours

i finally got something which i have been waiting for a long time ago. i got my national colours award yesterday. =) the ceremony was at vjc.. tat sch is such a nice place to be in. way cool. met a few of the ex-nat u16 team too. ilman n i had a common agreement that the "standard" this year is damn low.

unfortunately, since i was fasting yesterday, i couldn't help myself to the scrumptious, heavenly, mouthwatering and tempting reception. all i could do was watch others eat. feeling envious, i decided to go back to school to check on the rugby training and how the ruggers are doing. mr dan ho was so nice to give me a ride back to school. thanks sir! we were talking how how pathetic singaporeans driver are nowdays. they are firstly not courteous. super selfish and has tat mentally that by giving way, they will lose something important. dissapointing to see adults behaving in such a childish manner. secondly, the are unsafe drivers, the do not singnal before changing lanes and just cut into some1's lane. how sad to see we singaporeans behaving this way. they always scold the young ones for being rude and stuff i guess its about time they reflect on themselves too.

everyone was surprised (esp. mr ho) to see me back in school la. i jus dropped by making sure things are okay. then waitied for them to end training before gg out for dinner. i somehow felt very odd wearing white long sleeves and blazer while my frens were in tshirt and shorts. after tat, met up with the melay-unit at toa payoh arnd 10 to jus relax and talk cock. haha. i unquestionably felt relaxed and happy after gg through such weeks of only negative and depressing things.

today got club game. i dont know who scc is playing against with. all i know is tat i mus b at yck by 2pm.
rugby game + fasting = good luck

i will do watever i can to help you. =)

its me

i m feel damn shitty now. NOTHING is good. i didnt mean to hurt anyone's feelings though mine is already gone. dont stress me any further for i might just burst. things are not getting any better but worse. and nothing around me is helping me either.

i just want to tell you that watever happens during this week and the days to come, i never had any intentions to hurt anybody's feelings or wat so ever. please forgive me if u felt i do so. sorry.

hang in there

i need to hang in there. i cant give up. i must be brave. this is really not easy. im a human being too. please understand me.

nobody will understand.
sometimes im doing something which i dont wanna do. but. it has became my obligation. =(

week

i didnt really have the time to blog tis week bcos i was too bz with rugby and house comm. summore i got a very important personal matter than i needed to attend. i really want to blog about it but some things are better left not written.
anyways, tis week went rather okay.

house day was on thurs. my wish came true wen i hoped it would rain in the morning. though it was not too much a good thing, it made the house comm-ers' lifes easier to do crowd control. j1s were brought to the audi where they watched "Coach Carter". although i have been watching it for the 4th time, i still find the movie like very inspiring! had a meeting after tat. =)
in the afternoon, house comm had a friendly game with the student council. the house comm-ers started great dominating the game but towards the last part, where our poor fitness could been seen and not enough subs, we lost our game to the SC. i must still stay that the house comm-ers played their hearts out and there shd b not regrets.

fri was doomsday. we got back our results. =S

today!! was sajc's open house. on the whole, i think it was good and i had fun. Great job SC!
being a tour guide is cool. i not only had a great time but also met new people. haha! some were rather intimidating too! =p
i think i m too tired to continue. shall blog bout it next time!
Btw, OSB was a success! Well done people.

Your intentions are very important. Brainwashing tatics does not totally work on me!

First impressions matters.

take care dipak

national trg was super tiring. pathetic attendance. but it at least killed me.

its not nice breaking fast all by urself. oh well. cant be helped rite?

My Dear Friend Dipak,
We House Comm-ers hope you will have a speedy recovery and God Bless! Take Care dude! I have forgiven you for that incident you did to me during cca leaders' retreat! happy now? =P

its just so freaking stressful. i need a break.

back to training

WOHOOO!
Today we finally started our rugby training again. After a long break for Promos, I finally get to touch, kick and pass the rugby ball.. its like.. YEAH MAN! I seriously missed the sport so much that no words could describe it.. =p Its about time to do something which i really love and excel in.

The only "not nice" part about starting trg is firstly, you dont only train on ball work but also fitness. I guess not alot of players will b looking forward to that but its one of the most important factor for any team to suceed.

Now.. its still good to know that after 2dae's trg i m still surviving.. cos training (including fitness) and fasting dont compliment each other. the worst part is trg will get more n more intensive. at least i got martin to tahan with me. we can do it! yes! LoL! we can lose more weigth and go K.O. together! =) somehow, wen i fast i noticed that there are more frequent water breaks but the time for water breaks are not long enough. mabye its just me. haha. but i guess to survive todays trg, taking to account i didnt had any food nor drink since 5.30am, is a great achievement. as of now, every trg is not only a physical endurance but also mental. May the force be with us! (ok lame.)

Another thing that made my day good was that i got national colours! its on 21st Oct.. that's something i hav always been waiting for a long long time. something in which i had always aimed for. something to be proud of but i shall tell myself not to get this into my head cos it'll do more harm than good. now, higher expectations for myself with a much more challenging goal to achieve!

tmr got national trg.. about time i go.. haha!

reading this NLP & Sports book by Joseph O'Connor and liked what he said:
"Physical skill is impoertnat in sport, but bodies do not compete, people compete- with their body, mind and emotions."


Did i did the right thing by telling u what i know? I really dont know.

moods

Firstly, my apologies to the [Melay-Unit] for not being able to join you guys yesterday. I just suddenly didn't feel like doing anything. Next time alrites?

Yesterday was the first Saturday, after a very very long time, that i actually had nothing to do as in NO plans or activities! I had the WHOLE day for myself. I decided that I should finally spend some time for myself which i havent done for (again) a very very long time. So i started off waking up late. Then woke up, watch tv and sleep again! haha. it felt good! i know i can never chance upon this type of saturday again!

To my ruggers: There's training tmr, 5pm. Bring your boots and tracks.
You are about to find out what rugby training is all about! wahahaha.
Once again to the newbies, Welcome to Rugby!!!

It's going to be interesting fasting at the same time training.

It feels very odd to suddenly stop doing what you have always been doing.

screwed

everything is so screwed. nothing looks good at all.
during the promos, there have been pple very supportive.. jus want to thank them.
mummy n daddy- thanks for being there for me! i really needed it!
mr ong- for making sure i was ok.
mr tong- for that great advice which really made me felt better.
aini- for your constant motivation!

as of now, plans are in the making.

this year, fasting didnt feel as long as last time. mabye it bcos im used to it n the time for break fast is earlier. oso mabye bcos i didnt take too much notice of the time.

lost my mood.

fasting month is coming VERY soon!

Promos (refering to the A level subjects n not AO) is starting this wednesday. Kick off the promos with physics paper.. followed by chem and last but not least maths. everything i learnt hopefully will stay with me. i pray, pray n pray promos wont b a major screw up.

Not forgetting that on wednesday we dont only kick off promos but also start fasting! No eating n drinking during daylight. Yeah man. 30 days only. cummon! can do it one! You did it once during your Os, so u can surely do it again!

Let's see whats different this time.. Hm.. last yr start fasting a few weeks or days (cant remember) before Os. At least go the time to get used to fasting but now no. Promos papers are all in the morning. So this means if i eat sahur, hopefully i will still b full (or at least not too hungry and/or thirsty) by then, unlike last yr when there were a few afternoon papers.

oklar. getting back to work. its freaking 1.20am.. i need and want to badly sleep but cant.
Mug Khairul! Mug! Mug! Mug!

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