birthday?! bleh!

UPDATED:
today is my birthday. didnt want to go school but bcos of chemistry test i had to come. further more, nth much happened in sch 2dae. day was great until a few unwanted events happened which spoilt my mood of celebration. mabye i shall start with the happy stuffs! nevertheless, a few people saved the day. you for telling me to cheer-up and herng n phil for having dinner with me!!! THANK YOU VERY MUCH! I really appreciate it!

being in a jc i guess hav a different approach towards birthdays. people come n wish you instead of jus giving u hits. nevertheless, there is still no getting away since ur sas frens are together with you in sajc. so i got the traditional present for birthday boys. a good round of being whacked in the toilet. its so scary to see the melay unit and ruggers all in the toilet. is this a collaboration? anyways, they tried to get me on the ground but couldnt. haha! gd thing ruggers all want to be clean so they didnt give their share. lucky eh. the worst is yet to come la. the start using the water hose and spraying me in uniform! hd to use kumar as a shield (sorry eh) and hide in the cubical. the idea which people think was wrong, wasnt after all. sam (the guy who SPRAYED) shot the other end of the cubical and thank god i was closer to the door. then, a guy, V, shant name. threw the rubbish bin into the cubical. super lucky la it didnt hit me. jus when i thought everthing was over, they took powder and start powdering me. all wet. gee. then i quickly took the powder away n started throwing it at everyone. haha.wenmin gave me a toy gun n baby milk bottle for birthday. had to drink it from the bottle. and everyone there was looking at me and say.. what in the blue monkey backside is that guy doing?! after sch was over, the class had a birthday cake for all those who's bdae is quite close together. had a cake fight. as usual i kena from Prash. i will get u for this! i wanna thank all those who wished me and also whacked me. LoL!

HOWEVER, i was thinking of at least having a non-problematic birthday but i guess it can never happen. unexpected things cropped up causing me to lose the celebration mood and just go home n do nth. i cancelled all my appoinments (hey guys, i m really sorry for cancelling the appoinments last minute) and went home after meeting a few people to settle some things. wen tat unfateful even happened, everthing suddenly went against my liking and started to get pissed off. so wen i reach home, jus sat down n stone and now blog. i wonder why must all these nonsense crop up on the day i want to at least relax. i didnt want to be in such a mood but i guess somethings cant b controlled. suddenly all the not-so-good-thoughts came to my mind. to make things worse, one after another problem just crop up! ahhhh. hate it.

something which sets me thinking.. friends. is there such things as one who says he/she has lots of friends? i think its bullshit la. acquaintance i agree but not friends. friends are supposed to be people who you can share and trust everything with and i don't think some people are able to do that. friends dont leak secrets. friends to talk behind one another's back. friends dont backstab. friends dont sabo one another. what are they then? friends always support one another. friends protect one another be it physically or verbally. friends lend their shoulder to cry on. friends are your role model. friends WILL be there for u rain or shine. friends RESPECT each other. friends share their secrets and KEEP IT. BUT, u know sometimes friends can be artificial. they act they listen they are they care they act they support. but when you're down n screw things up they smile behind ur back and start telling the whole world ur problem. they bitch behind u then hoping u get stained even further. hm.. mabye its kind of extreme. but HEY PEOPLE! this things do happen. its just that you don't know cos its not meant for you to know! BUT u once u find out, the truth will crush you. nevertheless, i still believe that they are group of friends who are not like this. i dare to say i only have a handful of friends who i can really share everything about myself. yeps.

i know it rather wierd to blog about such stuff on my birthday but its just that i couldnt help it. i really want to have a wonderful day but its too late now. jus live it. its a good thing that i m not the person who takes birthdays with great importance. i think it doenst really matter they day you are born but how you will live your life. birthdays are just a reminder to tell you that you are getting older. its tells you to reflect about what you have done in your life. what you have achieve and what you really do want in life. birthdays remind you plan your future. mould how you want it to be. guess i shall stop here for today.

i dont mean to blog about anyone in particular. serious.