just before the school reopens where bt2 is waiting to smack the shit out of you, and soon after prelims followed by the killer As, lets reflect on what i have done so far cos if not... there wont be anymore time. well looking at the current state i in, i feel very insecure of the future. of what is gg to happen to me n stuff. though academic plays a huge part in this doubtful feeling, they are many other contributing factors. if u ask me now.. i can tell u wat i want to b wen i grow up later. but if u ask me wat the hell have i done to reach that target? i got no idea. i need to wake up my idea n not only seriously starting bucking up but really just FOCUS. i need a GAME PLAN.
wat i am now is not one which i chose but it bcos of circumstances that led to one another. well its impossible now to change the past but make do of wat i have. after all, its my life. i need to at least get control of it. enough have been said on this topic. less words more action please.
on the lighter note, my room is finally 90% done. spent sometime today studying in my room since the study table came in yesterday. quite condusive. cleared alot of nonsense. haha.
if u want to tag.. no nonsense please. thanks! (:
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