off

being home since thursday and doing nothing at all really sucks. hm.. somehow it seems wierd. wen i was so bz with sch n rugby i always wanted to have time to jus stay at home do nothing and stone. watch tv. laptop infront of me. sleep in the afternoon. acting like im not worried about anything. and then wen the time comes. LIKE NOW. u just wish u had ur hectic life back. mabye its just me about not being happy with wat i have. spoilt brat.

this year has not been any good yet for me. everything has been rather off recently too. so much for trying to be optimistic and looking things at a bright side. i feel i have been rather off frequency with quite alot of my friends and i think its all my fault. i take tat blame. some noticed it some dont. to all who are affected sorry.