physical state + promos = not good

i must be in the worst kind of condition to go exams in. not bcos i m not fully prepared but more body is playing me out. my back has been hurting like mad. it feels as though as is some thing piercing through it. the pain is excruciating!! ahhh. trust me sleeping doesnt help either. my left ankle is still painful from a game i played during pe. My finger has been swollen for the 3rd week running. I think its about time to go see a doctor. But its either i m too tired (lazy) or mugging. old injuries are coming back. no good. need 2 recover it as soon as possible. wen promos is over... its all rugby.

mentally and physically drained.

promos hav officially started. n the last thing on earth you want is to become sick. Arhhh. It totally sucks all the energy away from you. Unfortunately, that is what happened to me. Everything started before GP paper. i felt faint. but tahan la. after paper wen i went home start to throw up like nobody buisness. ohwell. nevertheless, i still took my malay paper 2dae. was tooo sick to do any mugging. shall rest now.
they finally send us the posters of teach less learn more! yeah!

PROMOS!

in this super stressful state i m in bcos promos are starting from nxt week, some stupid things must crop up. its not because i did something wrong or wat but wat pple who are "under" me did. oh well. so much burden to carry. but i shall have a postive mentality! hopefully this burden will become a blessing at the end of the day. okay. that sounds paradoxical.

something hilarious happened on thurs. after school, i met my parents to buy a long sleeve shirt for my colours award tmr. so i was in full school attire. then we went to visit two shops and at that two shops pple thought i was the salesperson! goodness! does our sch uniform really look like a salesman? i dont think so. i think that sajc has the best uniform of all the jcs!

at the 1st shop the lady asked me whether i knew how many inches a size M shoulder is. then i was like erm.. i m not sure. n i said i wasnt the sales person. the lady then says OPS, Sorry. n embarassingly walked away. LOL!

then the second place was better. another lady (note: its always the ladies!:p) asked me whether there is still this 90 cents pastry left. then wen i said i dont know and asked her to go ask another person.. she gave me the "what the hell is this guy who works here but dunno what is happening" and "is this wat u call customer service" and "i want to see ur manager" look. i gave her back the "can dont ask me cos i couldnt care less" look. i think she got furious until she saw my badge which states house captain and not ABC from XYZ! she got jacked straight in the face la! gee. after that i think she got damn paised n walked away.wen i told my parents about my interesting experience they jus laughed at me. HA!

colours award was good. nice to see n catch up wif the ex u-16 ruggers from rjc. don is still as you know wat as ever la. sorry eh suhaimi! :p
we must play again together someday!

To everyone mugging hard for Promos.. Good Luck and God Bless!

winning and losing

it seriously sucks losing the club finals not bcos ur opposition was a better team but thanks to some people. i better not say about who if not later i get sued. watever la. but ohwell, the game is over and we LOST. b a sportsman n jus take the defeat. neverthless, we are still the League Champions! So i brought 2 medals home yesterday.

dinner was great at SCC. everyone was jus in the mood to enjoy! tats good.

Go and read this article:
http://www.sru.org.sg/news/news_160905_2.html

look!

today when i wen i was taking a bus to go home from school, there was this not only visually but also physically handicapped man. it was such a pity to see him in such a condition. what really touched my heart was that when he was alighting the bus, jus before stepping out of the bus, he thanked the driver and greeted all the passangers wishing them to have a good day! now see! i have never in my life seen any1 including we, abled- bodies ones, actually thanked the bus driver and wished every1 else in the bus before alighting.

yes i know we pay bus fare and bus drivers are paid to do drive buses but dont u think it really brighten's up some1's day by just saying that few words?! well. at least for me it did. n further more to see a disabled person who is being challenged in so many aspects of life greeting us i feel bad. we who are "normal" and are more blessed cant do a simple thing like this.

mabye its jus our attitude that i admit even i myself cant change for now. it always take another person to do these little yet impactful actions to give us that wake up call. whoever he is, i really wished him all the best and he is a person whom i truly respect.


this is part of lyrics of The World's Greatest by R kelly: (i find this part very nice! haha!)

I am a mountain, I am a tall tree, oh
I am a swift wind sweepin' the country
I am a river down in the valley, oh
I am a vision and I can see clearly

If anybody asks you who I am
Just stand up tall
Look 'em in the face and say

I'm that star up in the sky
I'm that mountain peak up high
Hey, I made it
I'm the world's greatest
And I'm that little bit of hope
When my back's against the ropes
I can feel it I'm the world's greatest

interesting weekend.

this weekend has surely been an interesting one for me. have been observing quite a bit of things happening arnd me.

saturday.. mugged as much i could in the morning bcos later in the afternoon had game. it was the semis of th bowl. scc was playing blacks. the game was at the former school for the hearing impared or smth like dat la. i didnt know where it was so i had to take the club bus there. i took a train to the club. n it was crowded. what was disturbing was that there was this old man standing quite close beside me was picking his nose. it damn gross la. so close to me summore. n he was throwing watever that came out of his nose on his finger to the floor. firstly, its damn disgusting. secondly, its unhygienic. thirdly, doesnt he know that there r pple watching him?! YUCKS!

while walking to the club across the padang, i heard someone shouting for my mine. the voice sounds like i got hear before.. so i turned n try to locate where it was coming from. how i locate where it was coming from cos while looking arnd, i saw this taxi which was stationary cos of traffic light shacking. i was like hmmm... jus then i saw the person who did the make up for me during the photo shoot! My Moe! how nice to see u again. though it was short. we still exchanged greeting. he then reminded me to emai him the pics! sorry eh! i forgot! the funny part was that there was a black family SUV in between me n my moe who was in the taxi. the family was looking at the two of us thinking wat was happening. i guess they though i was like screaming at them or smth. LoL!

scc won blacks 14-6. scc was not focused on the game. the happy thing is i scored! the game ended early cos blacks didnt have enuf u-23 (i think so) players to field in. so they had to walk over. i felt a little guilty at tat time for leaving the club. but we got to move on right? next week is the finals. after game had a nice chat with a few of the scc players. the old ones. super funny pple and nice getting to know new pple.

after tat, went to Kumz place for dinner. the [Melay-Unit] first AGM. LoL! I have to say that is one of the best indian food i ever had for a very long time. sam learnt how to eat rice using his hands. Kumz's my was great. her hospitality jus made us felt at home. we toked about so much things till late. hey peepsm, sorry eh i came very late. i was caught up in the club. the toa payoh gang went back home together taking a cab. toked even more cock. so here are the positions of the [Melay-Unit]:
me: figure-head
kumz: ringleader
prash: welfare
sean: spokesperson
vinod: bouncer
keane: mascot
sam: party organiser
jasmine: gangstress
hahahahahahahahaha. we r really full of crap la!

today was good! mugged till late afternoon then went shopping with my parents. wanted to buy stuffs but nth impressed me 2dae so in the end bought nth. i guess the nxt shopping trip would b after promos. yeah. for now. its all bout the books! oh well.
guess i've blogged a super long entry n shall stop here! term 4 begins tmr...

he aint heavy... he's my brother.

fasting month is fast approaching. jus like the promos! both are less than a month's time. mugging has become part of my life. holidays is about to be over. so fast. no tooooo fast. can someone please slow down the time??

i think my problem is that i have very short attention span when it comes to studying. further more, i also have been having lots of random thoughts nowdays. gee. whats happening to me?!

when you really want something (be it ur goal, dream or material), you will really go all out for it right? tats wat everyone will do. but see, at times u dont know whether you have got it or not. at times u think you got it at times u think there's still a long way to go. then kaboom ur lost! you think n analyse the situation n you think the best is let time decide what happens. see if u get it or you dont. but for how long do you think one can wait? i seriously dont know. i guess it depends on how much you really want the thing and how long ur willing to wait for it!

when the time finally come two obvious things will happen that will give you totally different reactions. the first, the happy one, you got it! ur reaction= jump arnd ur room. smile for the next few weeks knowing that ur efforts have paid off. you got what you wanted. the not-so-good result, u failed! you didnt get what you want and can only dream bout it from now on. u feel as though all the hard work and effort you put into getting that goal or thing you wanted all go down the drain. you feet as though something hard jus came smacking right into ur face! then some people will even regret why the hack he decided to get it in the first place (go read phil's blog. she perfectly explain y you should not regret on decisions u make). jus to hurt ur feelings? i dunno. well, recovery time may take long and affect ur the daily things u do.

tmr is the 1st [Melay-Unit] dinner at Kumz place. looking forward to it. tmr scc playing against Blacks. i really need to play rugby.!

pictures!

tired faces after College Day @ Far East. Where's Victor???















the SAS U17 2003 team. look! every1 has changed!














my civics group! 05S56! you pple r great!















i think is picture is really cool. look at all the boot n the stripes socks!

choclates and rugby? link? no

went back to school on tuesday to clean the house comm room. before that got a surprise from the 6th House Comm pple. they did this nice creamy and choclaty words for my bdae. it was very cute. i had to eat the m&m choclates on choc syrup. n thanks to herng. he dirtied my face! lol! i will get u back for tis. :p i got this cool rugby ball from them and they signed it. it really touched my heart to see how wonderful my frens from the 6th house comm are! thanks!!!

back to cleaning the room, everyone who cleaned will agree with me that there is more unwanted nonsense stuff rather then things we can actually use. most of them r old stuff.. those not used stuff after organising events. mabye we can use it next time. haha. doubt so though. anyway after cleaning the room, it looks much more better and cleaner! good job pple! now we hav a well- deserved room for ourselves. wohoo!

went back for GP yesterday and 2dae. no comments.

jus now wen i got damn sian of mugging, it went through the pictures of last yr b div rugby. then that feel of how much i miss them so much came. i miss all those nonsense we usually do.
i missed the laughter we had. i missed the brotherhood. i missed the scoldings we got from our coaches. i missed the feelings we had wen we won every single game. i missed the fights. i missed the pre-game psyche up. i missed mr leow tok cock sessions. i missed the gummy worms after match. i missed the time when mr wee scolded the ref. i missed the tears we shed. i missed the camps. i missed the "we will work as a team to win the 2004 Police Cup going through thick n thin". i missed time wen we always eat together after trg. i missed our 8,9, 15 move which was always excuted perfectly. i miss EVERYTHING.

i want this feeling to come back but i know it wont. knowing that u got ur brothers behind ur back to protect u feels great but u can nv get the same feeling again. the thing i miss the most- I MISSED the players!
arthur- the master of dirty tricks.
gerald- loves teaching his juniors.
liang sheng- the mischievous monkey
joel- always not giving up
feng xun- looks like a monster but very soft person!
nantha- iron man
remsten- always telling us how much he loved the england team
bryan- as blur as sotong. but always perform exceptionally well
eugene- the discipline master of the team. lol.
ashraf- dumb yet good. never stop to share his lame jokes! :p
wilson- loves rugby n i respect him for being able to balance his life

i hope u guys are all doing fine! take care!!

CANDY!!!!

today had maths lecture in the morning. the first part was rather dry cos i think the teacher is not feeling well. its also damn irritating to see people leaving and coming late. gee. some people left as though there was no lecturer like dat. how rude. i think most people got rather pissed too. after the break, things got much better. the lecturer changed. at least got some revision done.

then had Hose House Committee Lunch in the afternoon. Mr Tan treated us!! wohooo! we went to Anatolia @ Far East! Food was great and we had great bonding session (though we are already bonded). I don't know how come the main topic of the lunch was about ghost!As usual, everyone disturbed me la. Gee. but it was interesting once in a while hearing all those stories. even mr tan told us some stories. didnt really talked about work i guess. it was just pure fun, fun and more fun. now need 2 plan for house day after promos. shd b looking forward to it. the best part of the lunch was when Mr Tan bought ice-creams for us. the guy was playing tricks with him. mr tan tried his best to get the ice-cream but failed. he even break the ice-cream cone! after a few rounds of tricks, they guy finally gave mr tan the ice-cream. it was so funny!

after lunch, she min asked us whether we wanted to go buy choclates from Candy Empire at Millenia Walk. so it became the 1st hose house com outing! we tok bus and saw the cool guy chinese teacher! when we reach candy empire. every1 was speechless! It was live being in Heaven!!! Choclates here. Choclates there. Choclates EVERYWHERE! Our main aim was to get Willy Wonka Bars yeah! I was a little dissapointed that the bars didnt look like the ones in the movies. it was smaller! nevertheless, the taste of the Wonka Bar was just AWSOME!!!! Yet again. No words could describe it! I basically bought like $15+ worth of choclates! but sadly when i came home, 80% of it was eaten by my siblings. ahh. but nvm brotherly love eh.

anyway, back to the candy shopping, we shopped for like 1 hour! just as we left the shop, some1 needs just want to go back and buy MORE choclates. the worst part was yet to come. she min had to go back to sch so she left early leaving us there. we didnt bother much until we finished shopping and wanted to go home! We could find the mrt station. In other words, WE GOT LOST! LoL! and none of us knew the way to the mrt station! we were walked everywhere. asking people. we really like tourist like dat. wen we finally found city hall mrt station we had walked a long way!!! there was actually a short cut la. In my opinion, I think weiyan brought us the wrong way! LOL! Just had to blog tat. Weiyan tried to brainwash others to leave me behind but she failed! Caleb and I then went to popular at toa payoh before gg home. Today was GREAT! Candy Shopping anyone? :P

Happy Birthday Qian Li!

day.

today i studied! yes! no more slacking around too much already. its time to work, work n work till promo comes. its just so scary to look at the promos time table. thinking of the time left to promos and what i have done there are lots of things to do and catch up.

other than studying, had a rugby game 2dae. the club i was playing for, singapore cricket club, played against bucks 2dae. SCC won the game thus winning the league. wohoo! unbeaten for all games so far. it now the playoffs. 2 more games and that's all.

ok la. lazy to continue.

birthday?! bleh!

UPDATED:
today is my birthday. didnt want to go school but bcos of chemistry test i had to come. further more, nth much happened in sch 2dae. day was great until a few unwanted events happened which spoilt my mood of celebration. mabye i shall start with the happy stuffs! nevertheless, a few people saved the day. you for telling me to cheer-up and herng n phil for having dinner with me!!! THANK YOU VERY MUCH! I really appreciate it!

being in a jc i guess hav a different approach towards birthdays. people come n wish you instead of jus giving u hits. nevertheless, there is still no getting away since ur sas frens are together with you in sajc. so i got the traditional present for birthday boys. a good round of being whacked in the toilet. its so scary to see the melay unit and ruggers all in the toilet. is this a collaboration? anyways, they tried to get me on the ground but couldnt. haha! gd thing ruggers all want to be clean so they didnt give their share. lucky eh. the worst is yet to come la. the start using the water hose and spraying me in uniform! hd to use kumar as a shield (sorry eh) and hide in the cubical. the idea which people think was wrong, wasnt after all. sam (the guy who SPRAYED) shot the other end of the cubical and thank god i was closer to the door. then, a guy, V, shant name. threw the rubbish bin into the cubical. super lucky la it didnt hit me. jus when i thought everthing was over, they took powder and start powdering me. all wet. gee. then i quickly took the powder away n started throwing it at everyone. haha.wenmin gave me a toy gun n baby milk bottle for birthday. had to drink it from the bottle. and everyone there was looking at me and say.. what in the blue monkey backside is that guy doing?! after sch was over, the class had a birthday cake for all those who's bdae is quite close together. had a cake fight. as usual i kena from Prash. i will get u for this! i wanna thank all those who wished me and also whacked me. LoL!

HOWEVER, i was thinking of at least having a non-problematic birthday but i guess it can never happen. unexpected things cropped up causing me to lose the celebration mood and just go home n do nth. i cancelled all my appoinments (hey guys, i m really sorry for cancelling the appoinments last minute) and went home after meeting a few people to settle some things. wen tat unfateful even happened, everthing suddenly went against my liking and started to get pissed off. so wen i reach home, jus sat down n stone and now blog. i wonder why must all these nonsense crop up on the day i want to at least relax. i didnt want to be in such a mood but i guess somethings cant b controlled. suddenly all the not-so-good-thoughts came to my mind. to make things worse, one after another problem just crop up! ahhhh. hate it.

something which sets me thinking.. friends. is there such things as one who says he/she has lots of friends? i think its bullshit la. acquaintance i agree but not friends. friends are supposed to be people who you can share and trust everything with and i don't think some people are able to do that. friends dont leak secrets. friends to talk behind one another's back. friends dont backstab. friends dont sabo one another. what are they then? friends always support one another. friends protect one another be it physically or verbally. friends lend their shoulder to cry on. friends are your role model. friends WILL be there for u rain or shine. friends RESPECT each other. friends share their secrets and KEEP IT. BUT, u know sometimes friends can be artificial. they act they listen they are they care they act they support. but when you're down n screw things up they smile behind ur back and start telling the whole world ur problem. they bitch behind u then hoping u get stained even further. hm.. mabye its kind of extreme. but HEY PEOPLE! this things do happen. its just that you don't know cos its not meant for you to know! BUT u once u find out, the truth will crush you. nevertheless, i still believe that they are group of friends who are not like this. i dare to say i only have a handful of friends who i can really share everything about myself. yeps.

i know it rather wierd to blog about such stuff on my birthday but its just that i couldnt help it. i really want to have a wonderful day but its too late now. jus live it. its a good thing that i m not the person who takes birthdays with great importance. i think it doenst really matter they day you are born but how you will live your life. birthdays are just a reminder to tell you that you are getting older. its tells you to reflect about what you have done in your life. what you have achieve and what you really do want in life. birthdays remind you plan your future. mould how you want it to be. guess i shall stop here for today.

i dont mean to blog about anyone in particular. serious.