time.

since i came back from the camp didnt realli hav time to blog. its either i got no mood or no time. haiz. common test r like very soon. mus realli go into mugging mode. sometimes u jus feel like letting everything go but u cant. sometimes u jus tink u got control of things but i dont. i seriously dont know wats happening. at times i feel as though everything is crushing on me. i m being sandwhich-ed by my feeling n thoughts n it is sucking all my postive thoughts away!!. my chain of thoughts are very confusing n wierd. now. i hope i don sound as though i got some mental problem! No! mabye i guess its jus stress from everything. dun ask me wat everything is cos its everything!~
relax~~$

i was reading up on an article about depression, the authour was describing depression as something that everyone faces in life. it is the way we feel- sad, down, discouraged, bummed out, or hopeless. she refer to this as "little d". this is usually a temporary emotion that is successfully vanquished by a happy event, or it fades with the passage of time and requires little support from anyone. now the more serious kind, "Big D" (she calls). this kind of depression includes a collection of feelings, thoughts, behaviours and physical change or , in the terminology of mental- health professionals, "symptoms". in addtion "Big D" usually interfere significantly with many aspects of a person's life. interesting eh.

now on the lighter side of things.. let recall (or see wat i can remember) happen during the holidays:
house comm bbq
it was a great success i mus say! though the planning is kind of rush.. it didnt matter. the hose house comm came to my house to get the cooked stuff before gg 2 zhonghao's hse. they were treated wif lots of tidbits! haha! i became a chef for a while. i guess my cooking skills r not tat bad after all cos all the prawns tat i cooked were quickly finished! we oso had tis nice pic wif tiff the ghost. i mus say she is realli freaky wif tat hair. got once wen i didnt know she was behind me, then wen i turn i got super shocked la.. ended up running away! every1 oso was bz taking photos. they played card game n xbox. i was very impressed wif alicia! she trashed puis in soccer la! she is the first gal i see so pro at playing xbox! hahaha! then zhonghao took this video of me playing the light saber and hashim doin the chori dance in robot version. cool stuff! LoL! hashim's shades became the "item" every1 wans to hav a pic wif. if i m rite some got *ahem* after i left.

midnight conferencing
yest had a midnight conference wif a few house comm members. hash, pius, herng liang, weiyan, zhong hao, phil, tif, ros, jia ling. some left half way. haha. we toked for like super duper long la. n somehow u dont feel the time flying tat fast. so much things to tok. they chatted until 5+ but i left arnd 4+ cos i realli need 2 sleep cos i was need 2 wake up at 6am! it maddness i know. haha. n wei yan wanted me to blog that they found a girl name for me. it kimberly. the pink ranger frm power rangers! happy now weiyan? hahahahaha.

others
planning for another conferencing on fri! :p haha!
went back to sas to collect O level cert wif herng liang. we didnt see any1 there except mr gordon goh n ms tan. haha. we came n left as fast as possible. due to some stuff. rite herng liang? lol. then had lunch before hl go to amk library to studies wif his frens n i go home n study. now need 2 go get notes frm my frens. its coming ahhhh!
yeah i oso noticed something. everytime i go out.. i will always see somebody or a grp of pple i know or knows me. esp Saints. be it frm sec sch or jc. its kind of wierld la. i see them in town, j8, basically everywhere. it has been long since i went out n saw no one i know! i oso dun like tis blog layout. i find it every ugly. but then my nice cousin did it for me. blog manager u mus help me change ok? lol!