so late

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEIYAN!!!

woah, yes! i'm supposed to blog about this and i almost forgot!after the horrendous maths paper sam, jasmine, khairul and i went to toa payoh macs to eat/talk-cock/de-stress. halfway through we started talking bout movies and someone mentioned something about watching fantastic 4 and JASMINE LAU FANG YU said "i don't wanna watch fantastic 4! i didn't watch fantastic one, two or three." the 3 of us just gave her the 'omg' look and burst out laughing hysterically. that moment was a classic and what she said was gold.hmm... i'm feeling better now.
-from hashim's blog

nice nice. i wanted to blog bout it too but then saw it on hashim's blog.. so being lazy.. i jus cut n paste. now its like 1.12am n i jus finished studying physics. still got lots more to go. haiz.
apprently lots of pple alreadi plan wat do after their last CT paper (includes weekend too!) LoL!

c div season is start tis fri. All the best Saints U14!!!

formulas n definitions

blog update. so far the CT has not been towards my side. everything is like erm.. duno tis dunno tat. i m so dead. its like a few shockwaves jus hit me tis week. so sad. study oso like cannot ans. haiz. at least tmr got no paper. can rest n mug for phy n malay. everything is so screwed lar. it especially hurts even more wen u actually study for the paper but cant do. now i regret for not being consistent in my work. TAHAN khairul.. TAHAN!!!
i mus start to work hard straight after CT. if tis old problem continues after CT i tink i can go for long service award. no way!!! now i shall start thinking long term which is the promos. no chance of screw up. mus oso now learn how to balance studies, rugby n house comm..
i was thinking.. shd i get tuition or not? but if i get tuition will i even hav time in the 1st place? ohwells.
my body is still in pain. ahh...
one good thing happen, combined schools game got postponed today to tis coming sat.
bad thing: got some hse comm thing n oso game. i don quite like doin things before my game but i got no choice.
monday- 05s56 coming to my house! alrite la!
ok now time for physics. at least if u wan 2 die.. die wif honour!

god please help me!

CT vs rugby

ahh.. tmr is the start of common test! my whole body is hurting like mad n its very hard to study like dat. tat is y i dun like to play rugby wen exams r arnd the corner or worse DURING exams. but i guess i got no choice.

yest com sch B (CSB) played against safsa. the army guys. CSB lost to them as expected but played a very good game. took quite a bit of time to settle down in the 1st half. but 2nd half was better. CSB scored one try by me! wohoo! as all the ruggers would know, my tries are always quick taps from penalty. but i still scored! so who cares! n i played wif my new boots! the colour of my boots n jersey matched quite well. lol.

nxt game is on wed! tat is like during the common test la. pure madness. so its like after maths paper (1130-1330), i hav 2 quickly leave for yio chu kang stadium n play game. so far in my life.. i hav nv ever ever played a rugby tournament during my exams. playing against the CSA team. i hope i will not get all those knocks, cuts n injuries if not i will surely die la. how to take paper in pain? but i m lucky tat on thurs i got no paper to take. so i dun hav 2 go sch. means i got more time to rest n study. for fri's papers which is mt n physics. i wanna get done n over wif the CT n season as fast as possible. i hope n pray i won screw up my CT very badly.

hm.. pple always ask me.. wat do u wan in life? seriously, i tell u, i dunno!

“Nothing in life is to be feared. It is only to be understood.”-Marie Curie

WALL

i feel as though i m banging myself trying to go through tis big wall infront of me. i know its impossible but i m still doin it. ahh.. nvm.

tmr com sch B (CSB) playing against SAFSA. bought new boots. old boots spoilt liao.

STUDY STUDY STUDY!!!

haiz

i m feeling no better then yesterday. haiz i oso dunno y. dun feel like blogging much.
still in a pissed, irritated, lost, worried mode. will get out of it soon i hope. very soon.

com sch B vs com poly

2dae in the morning n afternoon spent time mugging! morning spent time studying at home n tuition.. a few hse comm pple decided to grp study at KAP Macs. ls n i waited for phil to meet us toa payoh. phil took a rather LoooNG time.. haha! apparently her phone cannot vibrate so she didnt hear us calling her. however, being patient pple.. ls n i waited for her. then went to KAP Macs n did some studying. mum came n sent us to yio chu kang stadium for com sch game.

com sch b is made up of basically 1988 players. played against combined poly 2dae. i tink we played okay considering the time we had to bond n play as a team is very little. com sch B (CSB) didnt start off playing well. mabye we r trying to adapt to each other's playing style. mabye not. mabye we had little-self confidence. mabye not. 2nd half we came back much better! we were having more ball possesion n teamwork. can see lots of cover defence tackles. great job guys. though rucks still need 2 work on. other than tat it was good. the tries naturally came as we played our game. so now we're in the semis.. i had the honour of skipping (captaining) the team. haha! nxt game against safsa on sat.

now feeling: pissed, tired, not focused, lost. arhh.. wats happening?!

OST

OperationSurpriseTiff (OST) went well though it didnt go according to wat we had planned. ok for those who didnt know.. 2dae is tiffy bday.. haha! we had decided to plan a surprise present for her.

What we planned:
we met at ps at 10.30.. then go chinatown get 17 ballons for tiff. on each ballon it will b an alphabet spelled "Happy Birthday Tiff". Then, on each ballon we will explain y tiff is special or smth like dat la.. cant rmber.. after tat.. there will b the action guys who will then surprise her by giving her the ballons followed by the remaining hse comm pple. once OST is over. we go n mug! €

What happened:
instead of meeting at 10.30.. late commers like me came 11.20++.. so we had breakfast at BK. every1 mugged a little. then every1 didnt feel like gg 2 chinatown to get the ballons so we ended up shopping her present tat spotlight. haha. we bought this nice mirror n oso letters n numbers spelling out "super 17", "tiff" n a house to represent house comm n a rocking horse.. we then coloured the things. the SASes give the 5 cents worth of help n then started to mug while the poor gals did all the remaining work. mabye guys arent tat good in colouring after all. the design i mus say is very very nice. half way while we were doin her present.. tiff saw us!!! she then approached us n say hi! i saw her coming but told every1 too late. wen she said hi, every1 screamed la! luckly.. tiff being a blurr person thought we were studying! phew! after tat. we had lunch at BK again. then met tiff's best fren. together we went to surprise tiff wif her pressie. her reaction was like any other person's reaction! surprised n happy!! jus the way we wanted to see. then took some photos n left the two best frens spend time wif each other. lol! after tat.. a few went to study n a few went home.

tmr: combined sch season starts! haha! playing against combined poly! n oso hse comm study session!

i miss my tok cock gang! where r u pple??!!


"Don't be afraid to give your best to what seemingly are small jobs. Ever time you conquer one it makes you that much stronger. If you do the little jobs well, the big ones tend to take care of themselves." - Dale Carnegie

holidays.. bye bye.. common test.. hello

family chalet was great. had a good bonding time wif my cousins. from pre-sch all the way to working. yeah! took lots n lots of photos! haha! looking forward for nxt yr.

OST is tmr.

i jus cant wait for CT to be over! time to mug!

thanks hashim!

here's hashim hijacking yet another blog. haha.
yay! i revamped khairul's blog too
and i think this one's really nice.
but khairul doesn't know how it looks yet.
he'd better like it or else i'll karate him
cos i like it.

time.

since i came back from the camp didnt realli hav time to blog. its either i got no mood or no time. haiz. common test r like very soon. mus realli go into mugging mode. sometimes u jus feel like letting everything go but u cant. sometimes u jus tink u got control of things but i dont. i seriously dont know wats happening. at times i feel as though everything is crushing on me. i m being sandwhich-ed by my feeling n thoughts n it is sucking all my postive thoughts away!!. my chain of thoughts are very confusing n wierd. now. i hope i don sound as though i got some mental problem! No! mabye i guess its jus stress from everything. dun ask me wat everything is cos its everything!~
relax~~$

i was reading up on an article about depression, the authour was describing depression as something that everyone faces in life. it is the way we feel- sad, down, discouraged, bummed out, or hopeless. she refer to this as "little d". this is usually a temporary emotion that is successfully vanquished by a happy event, or it fades with the passage of time and requires little support from anyone. now the more serious kind, "Big D" (she calls). this kind of depression includes a collection of feelings, thoughts, behaviours and physical change or , in the terminology of mental- health professionals, "symptoms". in addtion "Big D" usually interfere significantly with many aspects of a person's life. interesting eh.

now on the lighter side of things.. let recall (or see wat i can remember) happen during the holidays:
house comm bbq
it was a great success i mus say! though the planning is kind of rush.. it didnt matter. the hose house comm came to my house to get the cooked stuff before gg 2 zhonghao's hse. they were treated wif lots of tidbits! haha! i became a chef for a while. i guess my cooking skills r not tat bad after all cos all the prawns tat i cooked were quickly finished! we oso had tis nice pic wif tiff the ghost. i mus say she is realli freaky wif tat hair. got once wen i didnt know she was behind me, then wen i turn i got super shocked la.. ended up running away! every1 oso was bz taking photos. they played card game n xbox. i was very impressed wif alicia! she trashed puis in soccer la! she is the first gal i see so pro at playing xbox! hahaha! then zhonghao took this video of me playing the light saber and hashim doin the chori dance in robot version. cool stuff! LoL! hashim's shades became the "item" every1 wans to hav a pic wif. if i m rite some got *ahem* after i left.

midnight conferencing
yest had a midnight conference wif a few house comm members. hash, pius, herng liang, weiyan, zhong hao, phil, tif, ros, jia ling. some left half way. haha. we toked for like super duper long la. n somehow u dont feel the time flying tat fast. so much things to tok. they chatted until 5+ but i left arnd 4+ cos i realli need 2 sleep cos i was need 2 wake up at 6am! it maddness i know. haha. n wei yan wanted me to blog that they found a girl name for me. it kimberly. the pink ranger frm power rangers! happy now weiyan? hahahahaha.

others
planning for another conferencing on fri! :p haha!
went back to sas to collect O level cert wif herng liang. we didnt see any1 there except mr gordon goh n ms tan. haha. we came n left as fast as possible. due to some stuff. rite herng liang? lol. then had lunch before hl go to amk library to studies wif his frens n i go home n study. now need 2 go get notes frm my frens. its coming ahhhh!
yeah i oso noticed something. everytime i go out.. i will always see somebody or a grp of pple i know or knows me. esp Saints. be it frm sec sch or jc. its kind of wierld la. i see them in town, j8, basically everywhere. it has been long since i went out n saw no one i know! i oso dun like tis blog layout. i find it every ugly. but then my nice cousin did it for me. blog manager u mus help me change ok? lol!

cant get out!

some things that i jus keep coming back to my mind from the camp:


6th House Comm Cheer


S-I-X S-I-X
S-I S-I
S-I-X

6th HOUSE COMM
6th HOUSE COMM
6 ah 6 ah
6th HOUSE COMM

WE ARE COOL
WE ARE COOL
WE ARE WE ARE
WE ARE COOL
brrrrrrrrrr.

WE ARE HOT
WE ARE HOT
WE ARE WE ARE
WE ARE HOT!
pssssssssssss.

SIXTH HOUSE COMM!!!!!!!!!!!!!


The titanic song


oh it was sad.. oh it was sad..
it was sad wen the big ship wen down to the bottom..
where the husbands, wives n the children lost their lives..
it was sad wen the big ship went down..

Eppo e tai tai


oh... eppo e tai tai
ay-yah
oh, eppo e tai tai
ay-yah
oh, eppo e tai tai
eppo e toki toki
eppo e tai tai ay-yah

Billy the rubbish bin


Rubbish belongs in the rubbish bin, so do wats rite n throw it in.
We can enjoy a world's tat clean.. if u do ur part.. cummon make a start...
Plastics bags, bottles and cans.. half eaten food all covered with ants..
lets see who can feed more trash to Billy the rubbish bin..

1oo years by five for fighting


lyrics later la.

6th House Council Rocks!

house comm camp was fun! got to know MUCH better all the pple in the house council. the best part was it was quite slacking! jus the way everyone wanted a camp to be.. haha. i guess the most impt thing in this camp is not the activites we do but how we got to know others. friendships were forged. great! 6th House Council Rocks!

Day one:

In the morning played stage games. got to do all those acting stuffs. haha. super joke la. in the afternoon played amazing race arnd the whole sentosa. luckily hose hse got she min, a frequent visitor of sentosa! so she was our sentosa guide!! lol! we had to do stupid stuffs too.. like having a game against the pple at the beach.. wen it comes to asking pple.. i tink girls are best at doin such stuff. haha. food there wasnt good but who cares. in the evening learnt songs. at nite was the best! we had candle war!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it was super duper funny la. every1 had to travel in pairs bursting other grp's balloon. i was given the task to defend my grp's ballon. i think my shouting n enthu-ness mus hav scared other grp into bursting our balloons. alliance were all made to attack other grp except ours. we even "opened" our base so tat other grp could light up their candles to attack other grps. haha we even had defense tatics n formation la. LoL! n in the end our grp didnt burst a single balloon at all. at nite. yu rong tried to scare me before i sleep by telling me ghost stories n stuffs. but i guess i was too tired to b bothered!

Day Two:

Spend the whole day at the beach. in the morning.. had a very long tiring walk to the beach la.. we made a raft n had to raft n collect salt. we oso had great skills n teamwork! in the bonus round, the seniors blocked us thus we were not able to finish 1st. haha. n hashim too kicked my face. ouch! then we began throwing our instructors into the water. one by one. haha. instructor ken tried to wrestle us but then something went wrong wif his shoulders.
after lunch. the whole enviroment changed. frm a happy n fun became a very tense n scary one. chief pep was like asking us to fall in n then suddenly starting shouting n screaming at us. after tat, we had a mad run to some god knows where place. a few of us (including myself) were barefoot. n the sand was so darn hot tat u can feeling ur whole foot burning like mad. once at tat place we were taught some basic foot drills. like those u will do wen u go NS or in uniform grp. the main reason y i nv joined unifor grp in my sec sch.. u cld see everyone trying their best to learn the foot drill as fast as possible. chief pep gave us like 30 mins. all those wif uni grp exprience taught us. then, more instructors came. during the "test" of the foot drills u cld see some intructors picking on others. the worst was yet to come.. after tat, the jc2 were asked to squeeze. then the instructors began pulling them apart. u could see how hard n determined they were trying to hold each other n not letting go no matter what happens. they were screaming n shouting n motivating each other to stick together. tat realli touched my heart. seeing them doin tat. the gals then began to cry. wen it was finally the jc1s turn to protect their jc2s frm being pulled away. the jc1s were even more determined to protect our seniors. the first round they tried to pull away all the small built pple. but failed. in the 2nd round, the team up n pick on a few us. i remembered having like 5 pple pulling me. 2 on each side trying to make me lose my grip n another pulling my legs making me lose balance. but yet again they failed. the 3rd n final round, i was beside wei an. he suddenly got cramp n the instructors even tried to pull him out. i helped him as much as i could. holding him n toking to him asking him to relax. once it was over. we immediately helped him stretch. wen chef pep told us the purpose of the activity. most pple started tearing. i was such a emotional thing. everyone then hugged n felt accompolished. i believe tis activity realli helped us bond together as one!
at nite, had a "search n resuce mission" one of ur grp mate got "kidnapped" n we had to do some stupid things to find the keys. my grp did so much jus stupid things like finding for 3 spilt hairs. wen we found our grp mate, jedi, i carried him all the way back. hahaha. we oso had to write wat we felt bout others. kind of lame cos we had to paste the paper behind our sweaty back before finally pasting it on the floor but i guess it was fun and meaningful. haha.
the candle light thing was good. all the lights we off. the onli lights came from the candle. we had to come up n toked bout wat thoughtvn wat we learnt during the camp infront of every1..
we didnt hav any lights off! so cool. so everyone went every where. i didnt wan to play cards so i joined the gals for some chit chat sessions. haha. toked bout lots of things. some of the guys also tried to carry the safari beds where pple were sleeping on it out. didnt managed to do to anyone cos all of them woke up even before we could lift it properly. we finally became too tired n slept.



Day Three:


Woke up in the morning only to be greeted by rain. so our plans to the beach to do reflection had to b cancelled. stayed in the dome. we reflected bout the camp n wat r we gonna do after the camp among our own houses. did area cleaning n sand more songs.. i taught every1 the rubbish bin song. finally, had a de-brief by mr ng before gg back. some of us then went to mcdonalds to enjoy some good n unhealthy food. but who cares. after suffering for almost 3 days its time to treat our stomachs. haha.




now its time to study!!!

holidays?!

tis week is the first week of the hols. n i hav been either bz n stressful wif meetings or trg. gee. havent step into town yet. haha. soon soon!! i wan my ideal holiday.. being able to wake up anytime i wan.. n able to do watever i wan! but then.. dream on!
combined schools trg hav started. met lots of new pple. frm all jcs. somehow there is tis kind of akward feeling.. u are now playing together wif the guys who are ur opposition. some u like n some u don. the good thing is tat.. the guys who u dont like.. once u realli know him wen u trg together, he is actually a nice person! LoL! i oso finally get to play alongside wif sugi! tat fella is one hell of a joker la. so cool! is it oso nice to meet n get to play together wif the ex-u16 players. miss those days wen we trg n went 4 our trg tour together in malaysia. it was the best rugby tour i have ever been!!! haha! nxt week still got trg.. but then there is LTC! How?!
wen sch reopen, it will immediately b common test! stress. started studying..
LTC is nxt week..going sentosa!
my calendar is so packed! holiday? wat holiday?!