regroup

prelims will start tmr and im far for even getting close to say im prepared. mabye thats bcos i have set my mind that my main focus is my As. after scoring shit results for my entire sch exmainations so far, screwing prelims will make no different. but as long im focused for the As, that's wat is more important. im not saying that im not studying. i have been and further more, i never had studied so hard in my life before. but i have to set pace for myself. being weak in almost every department, there is no use rushing myself. i'd rather take my subjects seriously one topic at a time and do all the tutorials (for which i hardly do since j1). this will obviously take more time compared to those consistent people who have been doing their work and know wats happening. revision shd b much easier for them as it serves as a refresher. for me, it all bout studying from scratch and triple the practice.

yes. i do regret for not doing my work properly in the past. but theres no use regretting about everything and not doing anything to make sure it doesnt happen again. i've decided not to let myself destruct my future. i will study hard from now on. i will do watever it takes. i will make it through the As. all i need is trust in you.


i came upon this while surfing through the web, i find it very meaningful. i shall quote some of the parts:

Be yourself.

Especially do not feign affection.

Neither be cynical about love,

for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment,

it is as perennial as the grass.

Beyond a wholesome discipline,

be gentle with yourself.

You are a child of the universe

no less than the trees and the stars;

you have a right to be here.

And whether or not it is clear to you,

no doubt the universe is unfolding as it should.

Therefore, be at peace with God,

whatever you conceive Him to be.

And whatever your labors and aspirations,

in the noisy confusion of life,

keep peace in your soul.

With all its sham,

drudgery, and broken dreams,

it is still a beautiful world.

Be cheerful.

Strive to be happy.

taken from Desiderata by Max Ehrmann.
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