FAILURE

im such a fucking failure.

why?
1. pressure is building up and im at a stage where i cant handle it anymore. (what a loser.)
2. issues with people.
3. fucked up "high- profile" life.
4. releasing my anger at the wrong people, place and time.
5. PAIN. PAIN. PAIN. PAIN.
6. dont know what the fuck im doing.
7. LOUSY leader.
8. cant focus.
9. cant balance.
10. allowing my body to burn out eventhough i know how harmful the effects are.
11. PAIN. PAIN. PAIN. PAIN. = NUMB!
12. at the verge of not giving a damn shit about anything and everything.

whats happening? i dont know.