post exam

i need a break.

didnt had the break i needed after block test 1 cos i was still caught up with lots of things. mon had physics spa. went rather alrite i guess. after tat we had trg. it has been quite a while since we trained. n season is like SUPER close. we did fitness.. something which i tink the team really needs. damn tiring. i basically couldnt really hyperextent my wrist. so had to subsitute the exercises involving wrists to some others where it involves other body parts. did unit skills later followed by team- run. will be playing against cjc tmr at 5.3pm in the yuckie field behind the c block.

2dae had prize presentation for the scc 7s squad. one part of me felt proud of myself while the part of me was dissapointed. one thing for sure i know was tat we could have done much better during the tournament. i do agree tat having gone to the cup finals after like 15 yrs is an achievement. but what really is an achievement wen u know you could have been better? wen u know u have much more potential. yes it hurts. but its a lesson learnt. remember this feeling n make sure it doesnt happen again.

went with ls ltr to get his boots. nice boots. saw Gilbert (saint's legendary kicker) at popular bookstore with ls.

while gg back home a thought came to my tired mind. i was thinking why i am still playing rugby even though i have been through two major injuries in a row. its not a fun thing for sure. n its not something which you think you can enjoy and slack. bullshit. having injuries only means u sit there n watch pple train, wen u come back.. you better get back in shape quick n ure expected to perform like u did before u got injured or if not better. there is not much time left as everyone knows season is fast approaching. the only thing that keeps me going telling me carry on b be strong is the strong passion i have for the sport and the school. more importantly, i need this game to help for my future. its really important. it doesnt matter if i have to be "wrapped up" jus to train or play. i will do it. people arnd me keep telling me the repercussions that i will be having when i grow old. I KNOW! it would really be nice if you guys can stop reminding me about that.

all i want now is to make the best out of this season since its gg to be the last (hopefully) national schools competition that i will be representing st. andrew's. wearing that tradition blue and white stripes.