post exam

i need a break.

didnt had the break i needed after block test 1 cos i was still caught up with lots of things. mon had physics spa. went rather alrite i guess. after tat we had trg. it has been quite a while since we trained. n season is like SUPER close. we did fitness.. something which i tink the team really needs. damn tiring. i basically couldnt really hyperextent my wrist. so had to subsitute the exercises involving wrists to some others where it involves other body parts. did unit skills later followed by team- run. will be playing against cjc tmr at 5.3pm in the yuckie field behind the c block.

2dae had prize presentation for the scc 7s squad. one part of me felt proud of myself while the part of me was dissapointed. one thing for sure i know was tat we could have done much better during the tournament. i do agree tat having gone to the cup finals after like 15 yrs is an achievement. but what really is an achievement wen u know you could have been better? wen u know u have much more potential. yes it hurts. but its a lesson learnt. remember this feeling n make sure it doesnt happen again.

went with ls ltr to get his boots. nice boots. saw Gilbert (saint's legendary kicker) at popular bookstore with ls.

while gg back home a thought came to my tired mind. i was thinking why i am still playing rugby even though i have been through two major injuries in a row. its not a fun thing for sure. n its not something which you think you can enjoy and slack. bullshit. having injuries only means u sit there n watch pple train, wen u come back.. you better get back in shape quick n ure expected to perform like u did before u got injured or if not better. there is not much time left as everyone knows season is fast approaching. the only thing that keeps me going telling me carry on b be strong is the strong passion i have for the sport and the school. more importantly, i need this game to help for my future. its really important. it doesnt matter if i have to be "wrapped up" jus to train or play. i will do it. people arnd me keep telling me the repercussions that i will be having when i grow old. I KNOW! it would really be nice if you guys can stop reminding me about that.

all i want now is to make the best out of this season since its gg to be the last (hopefully) national schools competition that i will be representing st. andrew's. wearing that tradition blue and white stripes.

future

went shopping with parents today. got a new pair of boots, knee guard, shirts, pants and i cant remember wat else. haha. good day. tmr is physics spa. n trg is gg to resume. gg back full on. wohoo!

with the departure of technial director, matt ryan, the fate and future of singapore rugby union remains even more uncertain. ohwell. thanks to one idiot who ran away with the money, everyone else has to suffer. i think that the worse thing any human can do.

bull

sometimes i really think whether have i really made the right decision so far in life being where i am now. is a dream n ambition the same? ohwell.

you know i really believe that this world is full of pple who makes so much noise and comments and never show it in action. a typical NATO (No Action, Talk Only). they go around making smart comments jus because they may have the experience and money or wat so ever that makes them better than those they comment on. like hello! dont you know whatever smart ass comments you make can affect that person? n how does it bloody feels if you are working ur ass off and really working hard wen someone who does no shit comes up out of nowhere n make a comment on you jus because you make a mistake n such comments really hurt. to make matters worse they can be one of your own pple. sickening? yes.

these pple have already done nothing and wen u do smth good... they will happily take all the credits like its theirs n tat they were a Major contributing factor. wen you dont... they will try to disown you n make u feel like a damn loser. bloody irritating n sick. hah. n the best part is wen u need their help, they close their doors n make excuses. yeah.

miracously, i dont wat made me still make that decision eventhough there were many other options. hah. too late to cry over it or anything. but one thing for sure.. i will make the best out of
it. trust me if you pple are gg to open that shit ass again i will do smth nasty. hah.

tis entry is not bcos i noticed it happen to others but myself. n i dont want to say who. dont bother trying to guess either.

other than that, im cool n happy! =)
wont be pissed jus bcos of shit mouths!

SAJC SCC 7s SQUAD 2006

Hose House Committee!

major reconstruction

it has been ages since i actually blogged. was on semi-haitus as my life went through some reconstruction.

had school scc 7s a few weekends ago. though we didnt win the competition, which i knew we could, we still broke a record for sajc as the last time sajc ever went to the finals was 1991 n thats like 15 long years. rugby season is fast approaching and we really need to get down to serious buisness now. having camp nxt fri n sat.

block test sucks. shall make no further comment.

shall blog more next time.

loss of hope

dear God,
i really need u now.

update!