some things are worth letting go...

sometimes the hardest thing to do is to let go something that you've always wanted. u hav been trying to get that thing for very long but its time when you tell yourself- "hey.. forget it! get on with life n do what you do best!" As much as i dont want it to happen, i guess the time has come for me. like they always say, in life you don't always get what you want. I totally agree with it. no doubt at all. n i oso believe in live life with what you have and not what you want! it will be very contradictory if i tell u people oso not to give up in what you want and believe in. But HEY! its true too.

the bottom line is, you should how far you will be willing to sacrifice something in which you dreamt for. BUT then oso know that there are limits in life. once it has surpass the limit, then stop wasting your time and get on with life. let your dreams make u reach greater heights- so work for it but at no time let it control you. n how do you know wen ur a slave of ur dream? when you go against ur principles and priorites and play dirty just to achieve it.

influence i believe is something lethal. it has the power to affect people. either enlighten it with good things or poison it with evil things. it can and will change one's mind. so beware people! dun get influenced easily for most time it does more damage than good.

now for my priority check:
hm.. wat issit that i want now?!
1. Clear my Promotional Exams.
2. Excel in the sport i love most, rugby.
3. Support my friends!

another thing, some people think its good to know everything thats happening around you. let me tell u now its hell no! trust me on tis, sometimes it better not to know too much things. keep things simple so u wont have ur feelings hurt and confused.

hm... mabye the things i jus blog may be confusing and hav no link or irrelavant to you reading. if tats the case then hack it.

rest?!

been sleeping very late for the past few weeks. hav been either mugging or trg. promos are arnd the corner n i m getting use to do work after trg which is smth good. its gonna b hard though but i guess theres no choice. promos are jus arnd the corner n its time to work. nevertheless, rest is still just as important rite? so on fri i guess i was jus too tired n my body can no longer take it. i slept at bout 10.30pm n woke up at 11am on sat! felt as though my energy level has been restored. had a club game in the afternoon. singapore cricket club played against singapore recreational club. a good game though not tat impressive. n it was one of the most stressful game in my rugby life. cos it was the first time i had to play with 6 forwards in stead of the usually 8 man pack. scrums were not stable and kept wheeling. further more, less men in the break downs. one player got a red card and another got a yellow. thank god, we still won the game even though we played with 13 men in the field or at least with a man less then the opposition. nxt week game will be against bucks.

to the Melay Unit: I come in peace! LOL!

photo shoot!

yesterday went for photo shoot. i thought it was going to b like some boring thing but it turned out to be a super fun experience!!! meet lots of new people. one of them was john mark! super cool guy la. soccer dude from vjc. toked so much cock bout both of ur frens. then we used the computer in the room n surfed the web wasting time. i oso saw old frens. the photo we took were all damn nice. first time in my life ever gg 4 photo shoot.
1st they put make up on me. then they wanted me to look muddy as though i jus finished a rugby game. so wat they did, they put choclate syrup all over me! ahhh! it felt like yucks! but it smelled DELICIOUS! wen it was time to take photos, i was already very tired. worse, they made me pose n not move. its like even worse than rugby trg la. all the muscles cramping up! ouch! however, it is an experience i will never forget!

stand up for the champions!

i m soooo happy. on top of the world cos WE, sajc, won the national schools 10s!!! it was the first time i had the best tournament i ever had. haha. perfect. i guess everything went well. wat i was realli happy was that i scored 8 tries during the tournament. the newbies realli played very well n i mean every single one of them. mr ong said that it has been ages since sajc rugby won in a major tournmant. it has been a great honour for me to lead the team. also special thanks to our drop kickers who won got their kicks in to win the finals:
1. ALEX
2. MARC
3. SHERWYN (how in the blue moon u became such a good drop kicker sia?)

the weather didnt favour us though. it changed a few times. from raining to hot sunny weather and repeat a tat pattern for a few times. n bcos of tat i think i hav caught a flu or smth. don feel well now. haha.
the expression on every1's face when we won the national 10s make me felt like last yr wen we won the B div. the smile and joy on every1's face great. so lets now keep work together to achieve our main goal- u20 police cup.

BURNT OUT

hm.. i saw an article on the symptoms of burnt out.

Chronic fatigue - exhaustion, tiredness, a sense of being physically run down
Anger at those making demands
Self-criticism for putting up with the demands
Cynicism, negativity, and irritability
A sense of being besieged
Exploding easily at seemingly inconsequential things
Frequent headaches and gastrointestinal disturbances
Weight loss or gain
Sleeplessness and depression
Shortness of breath
Suspiciousness
Feelings of helplessness
Increased degree of risk taking

motivated

so far everything have went rather well for me. the people arnd me has surely make things better for me. thanks!
parent meet teacher session wast wat i expected. i expected to get scolding till the cows come home or smth. in the end the deputy principal didnt scold me at all but ADVICED and ENCOURAGED me to work harder. n wif great supportive parents of mine, i feel even more motivated to study harder! its realli nice to know ur parents are always by urside. through thick n thin. I LOVE THEM!!!!!!!! i thank god for the wonderful parents of mine.
hm.. wen i reflect wat they hav done for me.. no words can describe it. its jus too many. at times they can b naggy and unresonable but hey they always do wats best for u. no mother or father wld wan 2 see their child in trouble rite?!

friends, you guys hav oso always been there for me. thanks!!!!!

6th House Committee- u pple r the best! i know it wasnt easy running 3 major events in one term n only wif like 2 weeks interval after each event. but u guys hav perservered all the way. it was realli nice working wif every single one of you! i know it wasnt easy esp after 2 events wen most of us were already burning out. but hey! we did it!!!! :)

05S56- my class! i still love guys although u always disturb me. :p yupps. stay cool always.

OG35 (1st 3 mths)- hey! miss u guys alot.

ruggers- though u brought so much shit to me, ur still my brothers! try to stay out of trouble eh? n oso lets give our best during trg! :)

Shout out to MY FRIENDS:
keane- u make HOSE proud! haha! it was realli impressive to see how ur team played in the inter-house floorball finals! great job done!!!
caleb- must come toa payoh more often ah.
liang sheng- sorry eh for having A.P. the past few days.
eugene- ur finally *ahem*. i m so proud of u! haha. remember ah. rugby comes 1st. ;p
gerald- hey bro. take care of ur knees. nice to see u playing on wed! mus play our juniors at the end of the year ah! n we'll show them who's the boss.
phil- so our houses are now alliance! lets work together and kick *ahem*'s ass! hahaha!
tiff- where the 6th House at 6th Avenue?! muahaha.
jia ling- nice working together wif u! haha. its finally over! we r free people now. LOL!
geraldine- hey! stop disturbing me or else....... :p
hashim- my senior adivsor. thanks giving ur support to the hse com. can come for malay class anot? its boring without u!
my gd fren- thanks for listening to all my problems. it has been a blessing to know you! :) always stay happy!
guess time is out for me. i shall continue the next time.

2dae: SCC vs BLACKS [Div 2]

get serious

sometimes pple jus dunno when u r serious n wen ur not. when u mean wat u say n wen ur not. ohwell. nvm.

we had national day celebration. it was supposed to be the last major project of the 6th house committee to organise the feisty pursuit. bcos we had very small manpower when had a joint task execution wif the student council. therefore, on behalf of the 6th House Committee, I would like to thank the Student Council for thier help and support.
as forseen the feisty pursuit wld not be as rara cos they j2s are in their mids of preparing their prelims which is arnd the corner n further more, the econs students have their test after sch. i realli pitied them la. i mean they too need a break rite? anyways back to the rest. i believe everything went smoothly wif no major hiccups though during the race we had MIA (missing-in-action) civics group and to only find them mugging at one corner of the sch. a few other went to the reading room. some of them got kind of freaked out wen they saw me enter the reading room with a walkie-talkie and give tat "what are you doing here?" look. LoL! our job was supposed to be over after once the race ended but we worked over time. haha. seeing the school trying their get pple to the cafe to watch the concert, the 6th hse comm rendered their help n gather pple to the cafe. but unfortunately it rain n every1 had to be moved to the hall. so we then helped the sch again to move pple to the hall. haha! after the concert, had hse comm meeting.
then after tat went for lunch wif a few hse comm-ers at PS. after tat, planned to watch movie but all the movie tickets were like sold out so we walk arnd town n then LS n I last minutely decided to go lum's hse. then smth happen but shall not blog................................... his house is huge! thanks lum for inviting us. arthur, stef n i were in lum's room playing wif the com at the same time gossiping. tsk. muahahaha. then had dinner with lum. sorry lum i didnt eat. realli sorry k? stef, ls n i left early cos we were tooo tired. shared a cab home n the driver took us by god knows which ulu way to LS's house. n stef told me tat the total cab charge is $23. hahaha!

week

i havent been blogging of wat happened to me recently. mabye i m lazy. or smth some things are jus meant to be kept for myself. nevertheless let me summarize my week.
lots of things hav happened tis week. one thing for sure is that i m burnt out. i have been trg n playing without having a day rest since wed. i m totally dead.


mon was just like every other mon. during PE had napfa practice. we tried most stations. not tat tiring. u14 came down to train at our field. their semis coming up soon. against ri. mus win ah u14s! good luck! rugby trg was alrite. played touch rugby wif the j1s touch rugby gals. good experience for the newbies. i mus say the touch gals hav improved alot since we 1st played them. after tat had a mini fitness. pyramids- not tat bad. then the newbies were introduced to the rugby positions. advice for the newbies: watch lots of rugby games. esp wif the tri-nations now. get to watch some good action rugby.

nth happen on tue except i got a call from some1 tat needs help. in the end i didnt help. but found out lots of things which i didnt want to know. sad truth.

had a game wif the u14s on wed. it was the 1st time the new guys played. i hope they gained some experience. sch had a blood donation drive. onli 1/3 of the class came for GP cos the others were doin smth noble- donating blood. yeah. mr pang was like playing a search n rescue mission to find the missing 56-ers. LoL! smth realli stupid happened during GP. will not elaborate on it. yucks!

a day wif my class never look forward to is thurs cos it the longest day of sch. in the morn during assembly got some mass check. there was like 3 teachers inspecting a student. checking for hair n stuff. good thing i didnt get caught. then pe, did my napfa. 2.4km run was okay la. its like a 8 secs to an A la! so wasted. unfit. ahh. after sch had hse comm meeting. went alrite i presume. then most of them went to eat prata while caleb, jien n myself went to toa payoh hdb hub to get stuff for the feisty pursuit. had dinner wif caleb. haha!

fri the onli killer thing was the PT. then the malu thing: played soccer topless.

on sat morn was in sch preparing the feisty pursuit for national day. then afternoon had a rugby game. scc played wanderers. my team, scc won the game. so far we r undefeated. wohoo! then at nite went to watch tri-nations, NZ vs South Africa. Before the game started every1 was thinking how much will the kiwis beat south africa. but after the final whistle the tables turned. south africa beat the kiwis by 6 pts. wasted la. kiwis were generously giving away penalties and making deadly errors. ohwells.

sun, the same things i do like every other sundays.

nxt week is going to b very relaxing cos mon is half day, tue n wed got no sch. yeah.

"A dream is just a dream, A goal is a dream with a plan and a dateline." - Harvery Mackay

Choleric Personality

2dae during moral ed we did some personality thing. i found out i m a choleric person. haha. went back n found out more bout it. i even took another test to re-confirm it. n the results we the same. come to think of it. i realli fit the descriptions.

My 2nd results:

Overall:
Melancholy:8
Phlegmatic:3
Sanguine:9
Choleric:20

Strengths:
Melancholy:3
Phlegmatic:3
Sanguine:4
Choleric:10

Weakneses:
Melancholy:5
Phlegmatic:0
Sanguine:5
Choleric:10

Descriptions of a Choleric Person:
In a nutshell, You are the extrovert, the doer and the optimist.

Your personality strengths:
+You are a born leader, dynamic and active and have a compulsive need for change.
+You often feel that you must correct wrongs.
+You are strong-willed and decisive, independent and self-sufficient. You are not easily discouraged and can be unemotional when necessary.
+You are capable of running anything and exude confidence.

Your strengths at home:
+You are an expert in exerting sound leadership, establishing goals and able to motivate the family in to action.
+You always know the right answer and organise the household.

Your strengths in relationships:
+You have little need for friends and will work for group activity.
+You often lead from the front, organise and are usually right.
+You excel during emergencies.

Your personality weaknesses:
-You can be bossy and impatient. You are quick tempered, can't relax and can be too impetuous. -You enjoy controversy and arguments and won't give up when losing.
-You can come on too strong, are inflexible and uncomplimentary.
-You dislike tears and emotions and are generally unsympathetic.

Your weaknesses at home:
-You tend to over dominate, are too busy for your family and will often give answers too quickly. -You are impatient with poor performance and won't let children relax if you have any.
-You are likely to send them in to depression.

Your weaknesses in relationships:
-You tend to use people and dominate others.
-You make decisions on other people's behalf and you know everything.
-You can do everything better, are too independent and are overly possessive of friends and mate.
-You can't say sorry and, although you may often be right, you can become unpopular.


i tink i m feeling better now frm fri. but then. ah. nvm.