dive pass. yeah. 

feelin so tense.

i m feeling so tense now. results is tmr. will i make it? if i do shd i go jc or poly? ... there is jus too many questions in my mind now. will all those anxiety feeling too. arh... ok lar try to forget it. as long as u try ur best u shdnt b worried rite? its all takdir.
hm.. lets see.

haiz. sat game was cancelled. so fri got fitness. smth like saq. strength trg. game changed to wed against OFS @ OFS. well. it will b a game or the game for jc1s. see tis thought cannot go away one. then did team runs. after trg, mr tong toked to the guest students. then went dinner wif some ruggers. nice of porky to join in. lol.

sat. normal lah. woke up 9.30am. first time i woke up tis late. then had piano lessions. it was good and fun. haha. moving the single sofa under the fan and all.

sun.madrasah. tink bout results all day long.

i m feelin sick. coughing all day long. mabye go sleep. mabye not. i hope i get less then 20 pts. insyaAllah.

hm.. more pple r calling me khbmk. haha. in sec sch it sounds wierd but i tink i m getting used to it.

Dday confirmed.

it has been confirmed tat the release of the O levels results is on Mon, 28 Feb 05.
all the best!

ok. 2dae went sch late cos got medical appoinment. went sch. went for GP only. then had lunch wif malcolm n YW @ BK, PS. it nice. go home. sleep. eat dinner. msn. pack trg gear. msn. sleep.
tmr trg no fitness. cos sat got game. yay.

doomsday approaching...

O Level results are very near. Time to realli b nice n tink bout wat i wanna b. If i get 20 or less i will most likely go to Sajc n continue playing rugby. haiz. lazy to type wats in my mind lah. so far i hav been enjoying tis week. so far so good. on mon trg's mr tong n i were toking bout our lastyr rugby finals. we were recalling who were crying after the finals- which was almost every1.. haha.. tue was half day!!! yay!!!! sch finished at 12.45pm. wen wif my class to BK @ Ikea. actually wanted to go town but cant cos celena got dance practice. then went to central CDC to make or rather check bout my singpass. the after tat met a few og members for dinner @ PS. wah. tiring day seh. 2dae sch oso end at 12.45pm. stayed to chat wif frens 4 a while. then joined joel and liang sheng's frens (sry but i couldnt remember all ur names) to drink coffee. ai. they toked bout ghosts and freak me out lah. now my mind keep tinking bout it. at least one thing i know for sure is tat i m not the only person who sleeps wif a baseball bat beside me. joel does it too. lol. i didnt go rugby trg as i m not feeling well.

Campus Rumpus

It was good. Meet lots of my ex-sch mates.. esp my classmates. Meet my tok cock members. wow! it was great 2 meet u guys back.. chatted n chatted throughout the fun fair.. n shares all types of story under the sun. lol. suddenly i missed the time in sec sch. but life goes on. rugby stall was ah... met the tallest man in the world from pakistan. cooool stuff. even stefanie sun came for campus rumpus and sang the sch song. cant hear her voice tat well cos the choir in the song was louder. after campus rumpus meet austen, zhe yin, jason, kumlong and daniel at harbour front. toked n toked n toked. went home. sleep.

sunday went to madrasah. learnt indepth bout the kitab- kitab Allah. i find madrasah more n more interesting. unlike last time where the teachers will talk from 8-12 non-stop only wif a 15 min break. but now students to actively participate. read a few lines from the quran n felt much better. still need 2 go print joel's notes. going soon. sunday a day to slack. stay at home n jus laze around. no mood to go out oso. tmr go sch got trg. confirm fitness.

results n more fitness.

hm.. hav been thinking bout my results lately.. how much will i get n stuff.. well.. all i know is tat i hav tried the best i can and now its up 2 God. insyaAllah.

wed got hardcore fitness. did sprintings on the field for 40 minutes non- stop. almost died but didnt. n the worst part is mr tong said tis was jus the begining (if i go sajc lah)........ arh...... but anything for the love of the game?! then did some unit skills and team runs. can see slight improvements here and there but still need more work on it. trained for rugby 7s too.. fun and interesting.. YAY!!! friday got no trg bcos of fun fair preparations. finally there's a break!

thurs. nothing much happened.. jus another long day in sajc.. went for all lectures and tutorials.. good boy eh.. after sch had lunch cum dinner wif liang sheng and malcolm @ macs. looking forward to tmr cos they say sch will end early.. yes...

hm.. found another interesting quote:
"People spend a lifetime searching for happiness; looking for peace. They chase idle dreams, addictions, religions, even other people, hoping to fill the emptiness that plagues them. The irony is the only place they ever needed to search was within." --Ramona L. Anderson

pictures

actually 2dae.. was a very super long day... tutorials after tutorials.. lectures after lectures... haiz... but i guess its over for the week... at least i came home early from sch, 5.30pm to be precise.. seldom u can find me reach home at this time.. this is bcos i didnt go for PE.. too tired i guess.. tmr still got trg leh.. yay! tmr is a short day. school ends at 12.45pm but have to say till 5pm for trg to start. found my primary sch photos tis evening. looked totally different. hahaha.scanned the photos. must b remember to bring lanetar's cd tmr. lol.oklah. time to go call pple to bring tix liao..

friendship day aka valentine's day...

Today was an interesting day... it was valentine's day... can see lots of people exchanging gifts.. nevertheless trg was as per normal.. did fitness jus now.. n some padwork.. finishing off wif team run... can actually see lots of people (esp gals) exchanging gifts..
during GP.. had 2 do research on American Idol.. found out more bout tat show..
something realli funny happened in sch... damn joke.. where is roxanne?
muhahahaha....
ok larh.. i veri tired now.. going to sleep now....

weekends

tis weekend was super fun n cool... sat went for to a few of my og house (stef, arthur n akira)... it was awsome..

at stef house, went to see elizabeth choy (war heroine).. though she looks fierce, she is a very friendly and nice person.. wah.. u shd look at the pics, certs and news paper article frame all around the house.. even got letter from some royal thingi...

at arthur's hse.. gerald n tee were playing 21.. didnt play cos they were gambling which was against my religon... met arthur's father... very nice...

at akira hse.. where all the fun times began...at the door akira's dad gave me a very warm welcome.. i jus love his jokes.. mr tong was there too.. it was very very very nice of akira's family to cater halal food so tat i got smth to nice.. i m very touched.. then watched lord of the rings, the last part, extended version summore.. it was good show.. went back at bout 11pm.. tiring day

Sunday... morning went 2 madrasah.. the ustazah planned some activites for us.. we played tug of war.. wif a little twist.. the ustazah told me to let go the "rope" (rafia string) wen u see the other side pulling at their max.. n tat was wat i did.. they went flying backwards... haha.. but they thought they won already bcos they were stronger than my group.. their "victory" became an embarassment went they knew the plot.. muahahahaha.... tmr is v-day.. so i dun quite care.. still got trg.. its jus like a normal day... we shall see........

fitness...

2dae Mr Ong came back frm reservist... got shocked too see many "eggs" on his attendance list.. esp from (u know who lah)... then gave me the job of calling every1 to remind them to come on Monday or don't have to come back again... today i yet again attempted to sleep in yet students' centre but wasnt sucessful... hahahaha... i onli went for physics lect.. didnt go for GP bcos i came back to late frm friday prayers...
trg was tat 3pm so confirm fitness.. we did circuit tat mus b completed in 30mins... n trg was over.. a few ruggers went to mr tong house for cny... i came home, bath n sleep and jus woke up at 9.00pm.. do some work.. then sleep again till tmr..

"If we would build on a sure foundation in friendship, we must love friends for their sake rather than for our own" - Charlotte Bronte

teh tarik addiction

TEH TARIK!!!! hm... its awsome!!!!!!!!!!!
lol.. i dunno y but i tink i m addicted to teh tarik.. so far tis wk i hav drank teh tarik almost everyday.. wen i went to any coffee shop surely order teh tarik or tea one.. no more coke, pepsi and all those soft drinks... hahaha... BUTT tis addiction must be controlled!!! too much teh tarik is not healthy.. i will try....

Here is a quote tat i like...
"We reach backward to our parents and foward to our children, and through their children to see a future we will never see, but about which we need to care." - Carl Jung, Swiss Psychiatrist, 20th century.

nothing to do...

today... 2nd day of the CNY... staying at home jus lazying around. decided not to follow my frens bcos got no mood.. i jus want to stay at home... lying on top of my bed at the same time using my latop. perfect way to rest after having weeks of trg... i was jus thinking wat happens if i don go to jc after my results? even if i can make it.. i will surely dissapoint my coaches n team mates who r all waiting n hoping for me to go there... its up 2 god now.. may he bless me! if i m going poly i will take engineering course.. mabye the triple E... but wat happens if i go to another jc?! pple will surely hate me then.. another X and Y case... tok 2 raf onli 4 a while.. planning to have a nap in the noon and then at night do my GP n maths hmk... tmr is the shortest and slackest day for me.. i onli got 1 lecture and 1 tutorial the whole day! physics lect in the morning.. then 7 periods break... then finally GP tut.. tats y i need 2 do hmk... butttt still mus go sch... got trg in the evening.. hm.. the u17 rugby season will be starting very soon... all the best to them.. bring it back home ok?

happy chinese new yr!

happy chinese new year to all my chinese frens!
may the yr bring luck to u guys.

As usual chinese new year will be holiday for me... Had a wonderful day today... My dad had to work as he had to cover shift for his chinese colleagues who were spending chinese new year... A good thing tat Singapore is a multi racial society..

Went to Escape Themepark 2dae wif my family... very fun n interesting time.. one of those happy family bonding time... i always feel lucky to have such a wonderful family! After tat had lunch @ Macs... Then went to East Coast Park after tat n toked all day long...

Hm... i was tinking bout how sucessful i helped to sell the fun fair coupons/tickets at SAS for SAJC but still havent sell a single of mine yet.. lol.. eh... sales was good deh in SAS.. collected bout $370.. mostly bought by SAS tchers.. its a good thing tat i kept good relationships wif my tchers..

No plans for tmr.. I shall jus see how it goes..

hm...................................................................................

Im back

It has been a very long time since i update my blog bcos i don hav enough time.. I finally found the time during the eve of chinese new year, where it was a half day, to update my blog bcos i was both lazy n tired to go out wif frens n jus decided to go home after lunch.. Feeling bored now.. i m gonna waste time by summarising wat happened to me last week..
Here it goes:

Monday:
It was just like another 1st 3 mths JC day.. go for lectures and tutorials.. played carom during the breaks.. i guess the rest of the time i was resting for afternoon's trg.. afternoon trg was bad cos very little ruggers came frm trg.. it looked more a team trg for 7s then 15s..
we did a little fitness n spend doin hands for the rest of the trg..

Tuesday:
2dae one of the longest day... finish sch @ 5.15pm.. went for PE n played frisbee.. interesting..

Wednesday:
Sch ended at 12.45pm.. went to see my doc 2 check on my cough.. said tat asthma is back.. haiz..

Thursday:
Got my first green slip in SAJC.. had to leave sch early 2 see a specialist... didnt go for trg as the medicine i took made me felt not well..

Friday:
Went to sch.. as usual. onli tat i didnt train cos i had a few open wounds frm yest treatment..

Saturday:
Went to send off my last yr's classmate Amos as he is going to Aus to continue his studies there wif his bro..

Sunday...
Went to the airport again to send off Linus who is oso going to Aus to continue his studies.